My First time .............

Done everything that i should be do ! finally i have used the time less then i expected! How lucky me ......
someone suggest go to KTV today, that 's what i saw .........

However, i saw everyone try to get drunk and try to forget the sad things, then start crying .............
i think this is the song 'Crying in the party ', i can't understand about them, are they really my friend that i meet in university, this is the first time i want to quit this group, try to stay away from them, i know i have changed !!! i just realize this is not what i want............suddenly i want my peaceful life to come back, just have a little talk with my friends and talk about future ..........
this is the really first time i leave early, just want to go back to my lovely room and read some book , this is what i want at the moment !!!!

First time, i haven't get drunk with them.......
First time, i feel i am getting older .........
First time, i wanna to quit this group.......
First time, i hate to seeing that stupid people ............
First time, i leave early that i think ..........
First time, i love on my own with my book...........