First day in uni .....

Today, it should be a happy day for me, however i can't make myself laugh even smile .......
First day in University, start my new course, meet new friends ..........

But i just thinking about my family, i want to go back right now ! however i still got some lectures and classes that i have to attend to, so i need to wait ............. actually i don't like to wait, i hate the feeling of waiting, coz you can't do anything esp wait !
Talk to my professor, at the end i am surprise he encourage me to go back , he said 'i will help your study when you come back, you can go back if you want to.'

At the same time, i asked myself ' should i give up everything and go back for nothing, will grandma happy about that? i don't think so, therefore i have made a decision, try my best to finish my uni as soon as possible, and then go back !' i need to be strong , coz mummy needs my support！