Restart my life from today~

Thank you to give me advice 'i should forget what she did, don't let this thing effect me so much !'
Restart my life from today..........
Tidy up my room,
concentrate on my study,
cook a lovely dinner,
do some exercise,
and talk to my real friends.......
i am so glad you all here with me when i feel upset,
there is nothing can change the real friendship !
i love you all.......... really !!!!!
today, i forgot the sad things and restart from now on !

今天的我。。。。哭了！

我一直以为我对你好，你也会对我好。。。。
可是事实不是这样的，你到底在我背后做了多少事情啊。。。。
我从小到大，从来没有后悔认识我自己的朋友，因为我觉得我的朋友对我来说是很重要！
你是第一个我很后悔很后悔去认识的一个人，为什么我会去认识你啊！
我哭不是因为你，我哭是因为什么我这么笨去相信你啊。。。
可能一开始就是错了，我不应该太相信你，我什么都跟你说。。。
你是一个骗子，还是一个很好的演员。。。。我们全被你骗了！
朋友你是这样的一个人，我现在看清你了！

我回香港前，我把我的东西放在你那，你不想的话就跟我说啊，
你不要把我的东西丢了，再在我面前装你忘记放在哪了！
大家都知道你把我的东西丢了，你还说是我不要了！妈的，我什么时候跟你说过我不要了！
你这个女人心机很重，有很多人跟我这样说，我都不相信，因为我觉得你还是好的，
现在我知道为什么你没有朋友了，是你的妒忌。。。。你不喜欢人比你好，家的环境比你好，我们朋友之间从来没有比，为什么你要这样了！！还有你的自以为是，我们大家都是平等的，为什么我们要帮你做这做那的，你是大小姐，我们也是啊！你说你在家什么都不用做，我们也是啊！为什么你就一定要成为焦点，为什么你要所有的人都要奉承你啊！！！你是不是疯的！
我Nicole Yung 现在想说的是，我再没有你这个朋友了，我也再不想跟你做朋友了！
这几天你把我弄的像一个疯子。。。我心情跌到谷底。。。
我累了，我真的累了。。。。我不想这样下去了，30号之后，我希望不用再看到你了！
还有我现在只想我的生活回到平静，我只想好好的上课。。。。放过我吧！

香港的朋友，你们不用担心我的，我会好好的活下去！我好想好想好想好想好想你们啊！
发觉我在香港认识的你们才是我真正的好朋友（best friends)
我好想对你们说一句‘我爱你们’。。。

P.S Mandy 你可不可以等我回来陪我聊聊天啊。。。
今天的我。。。。哭了！

Nicole Start studying ..............

Nicole after weekend, she will start her study................
So this is the rules for her:
1. NO PARTY
2.NO GAME
3.NO BOY
4.NO FACEBOOK
5.NO TELEPHONE CHATING
6.NO VISITING FRIENDS
7.NO MONEY
8.NO SHOPPING
9.NO TRAVELING
10. JUST LIBRARY

Hahaha......Nicole will enjoy this !

Friends......Let get drunk tonight !

Friends...............we play together and that the silly game...............
i am so happy tonight.................thanks !
i am drunk, leave me alone ..........

About Grandma .........

Thanks God! Grandma is getting better after the operation, i am so happy.........
haven't sleep all day and just wait for the operation finish, and finally get the good results !
After getting the good news, i feel better as well...my cold is away from me !
That's what i realize this fews days about Grandma!

Grandma is so cute when people ask her a question, she always answer 'up to you' or 'i don't know'
Grandma is so adorable when she complain about the food in hospital ......
Grandma is so sweet when she said she miss me and want me back to hong kong.........
Grandma is so funny when she pretend she can't hear what you said ............
Grandma is so lovely when she said she want to eat ice cream..........
Grandma is so strong when she protect me away from doggy......
Grandma is so powerful when she do shopping by herself (her ages is 89)
Grandma is so happy when she saw us come back and buy her a box of chocolate...........

Grandma........i love you so much ! wait for me come back and cook some dinner for you !
P.S My friends.........i will back to hong kong 2/12 to visit my Grandma and i will stay a month, call me !!!!!

worst day..........

still ill.........can't walk to my lectures, so stay on my bed !
i am so happy Mr.方大同 with me, sing a love song to me..........
no taste, no sport, no game, no tv, no family, just friends..............
thanks again！

ill.........

After a nice walk in town last night, i am ill........
i feel very bad when i woke up,
headache, cold, cough, i am so glad you all come to visit me at the same time.............
on the busiest Monday, i have classes and lectures from 10-6, still need to go !
Shit Shit Shit, even i don't know what can i do for this !
Can't walk, can't cook and just lazy on bed after my 'lovely' lectures..........
thanks my friends cook for me and take care of me ................
Party tomorrow night, i need to get well soon and go to party !

Sunday Night ~

I walk in the town by myself, i feel so peaceful...................
There is nobody here, just me ..............
today, i think about you, i want you stand next to me ............
I am not upset, just want to say something !
Sunday night, in the quiet town by myself, so relaxing...............
Forget everything i need to do...........
Forget i should cry for something................
Forget my horrible work ............
Forget my awful university....................
I LOVE SUNDAY NIGHT ！！！！

Where are you ?

Still remember 'We are the Best!'
Where are you now, my friend !
i am worry about you? why you just gone without a notice ?
where is our promise ? You gone .........
i hate you do that ! i don't know where can i find you !
i hate you give a trouble and just walk away ！
i hate you didn't say anything ...........
i hate i miss you ..........
i hate i go to uni without you ............
My friend .....don't be silly, ignore that stupid teacher and come back !

The Economist ....

What expensive Magazine !!!!! That's why university recommend You to read !
To order this expensive magazine can improve my study ?? so do you believe it ?
Actually i love read some article such as' power to the people' ........that's really nice !
coz i love power ! power boy, power man, power !!!!

Tonight we have a dinner party with my friends......so funny !
remember what we study ? BUSINESS !!!!!
Then we play monopoly ............Does it relate to out study?
Whatever...........coz i win the game !!!

Baby Angie ......

go to see my lovely baby..............Angie !
So good to see her, i haven't see her for four month ...........miss her so much !

Thanks all my lovely friends！

Thanks all of you make me laugh, make me happy ..........
Thanks for buy me some lunch and cook for my dinner.........
Thanks for my lovely friend supporting me wherever they are ..............
Thanks for everyone take care of my mummy .............
Thanks my best brother back to hong kong when mummy need him...............
Thanks all my friend ~~~i love you all ! ^3^

Friends ? Friend !

Why everyone will hate you !!! think about it ~~~you just like a trouble and bring too many problem to us !!!

start to fed up our friendship, why you give me the black face, so fxxk !! stop give me the black face when i am in bad mood ! i just don't want to see you around uni..............ok ???

Grandma getting better, that's the only thing i feel happy today ! 'Nicole you are too nice to everyone! You can shouting at us or cry, and just stop pretend you are happy and laugh in front of us, we will feel so sorry to you about this' this is what Tyler said today.......

however i can't cry, i need to be strong , my friend ! don't worry about me, Nicole is always happy and laughing ....

First day in uni .....

Today, it should be a happy day for me, however i can't make myself laugh even smile .......
First day in University, start my new course, meet new friends ..........

But i just thinking about my family, i want to go back right now ! however i still got some lectures and classes that i have to attend to, so i need to wait ............. actually i don't like to wait, i hate the feeling of waiting, coz you can't do anything esp wait !
Talk to my professor, at the end i am surprise he encourage me to go back , he said 'i will help your study when you come back, you can go back if you want to.'

At the same time, i asked myself ' should i give up everything and go back for nothing, will grandma happy about that? i don't think so, therefore i have made a decision, try my best to finish my uni as soon as possible, and then go back !' i need to be strong , coz mummy needs my support！

Sad .......

Get mummy's call this morning .................. i just heard she crying so bad !
Something bad was happened, i don't want to guess, i want to pretend i don't understand......however i can't !
My feeling go worst, can't do everything ................i can give up everything !!!
Back to Hong Kong next week ...............i am !!!

Please give me a break for 1 minutes, so i can cry ............

My First time .............

Done everything that i should be do ! finally i have used the time less then i expected! How lucky me ......
someone suggest go to KTV today, that 's what i saw .........

However, i saw everyone try to get drunk and try to forget the sad things, then start crying .............
i think this is the song 'Crying in the party ', i can't understand about them, are they really my friend that i meet in university, this is the first time i want to quit this group, try to stay away from them, i know i have changed !!! i just realize this is not what i want............suddenly i want my peaceful life to come back, just have a little talk with my friends and talk about future ..........
this is the really first time i leave early, just want to go back to my lovely room and read some book , this is what i want at the moment !!!!

First time, i haven't get drunk with them.......
First time, i feel i am getting older .........
First time, i wanna to quit this group.......
First time, i hate to seeing that stupid people ............
First time, i leave early that i think ..........
First time, i love on my own with my book...........

Four Hours .......

I have been using four hours for unpacking my luggage and boxes...........i feel tired and tired !
see the before and after .....i love my room, however this is smaller than last year one, much smaller..............i miss Quays now !

回到英国的晚上。。。。

睡了。。。。又起来了。。。。。
英国的晚上好冷啊。。。。想我的家人跟朋友。。。
事情。。。。太多的事情要求我去做啊！
不想收我的行李。。。不想洗衣服。。。不想回学校。。。
明天又是很忙的一天。。。现在在想都怕了。。。
去拿Key，把那20箱东西拿回来，去bank，去弄bus pass 。。。
想啊想啊。。。。头痛了。。。
今天跟Mandy聊了一下，说今天事情有多shit。。。我真的怕了！
英国。。。来玩玩就好。。。。。不要留在这里啊！

Back to UK......

WHAT!!!!!!! I DON'T BELIEVE IT.........I STAY IN M25 FOR 2HOURS ...............
I have used 4hours on my way back home, so tired !!!!!

i don't want to unpack my luggage, tomorrow i will back to my accommodation, so shit ! got over 20 boxes to unpack ...........i miss the days in Hong Kong ............

My friends, i am back to UK，don't need to worry about...........however i am worry about the stuffs that i need to unpack, i will take a photo and show everyone how crazy i am ...haha......

last day.........packing ........

i don't believe i bought that much thing, even i can't put all of them into my luggage ......... i spent 3 hours to packing, at the end ~~~~i want to cry !!!!

Next year i should stop shopping .....................

lovely time.......

First of all, Happy Birthday my love sister Amy .....hope you enjoy your 17th Birthday !

what's a busy day today! woke up early to pick up the present for Amy, and then start my lovely day ~~~

Continuous our lovely 5E dinner, we went out for singing today~~~so happy coz I've never been out with you guys, they are funny and lovely ...... look at the picture and i just realized all of you is a good joker, give me so much fun on my last day !

I want to stay .............don't wanna go back .........

Love my family and friends...........guys, see you next year !

Remember what we have at the moment, which can help us in the future, right ?

A nice dinne with my 5E friends ....

Long Time No See ......my Friends !
Nice dinner, Nice talk, Nice friends..............

Future, when people talk about future.... what can i do in the future !
where can i go ? where can i stay ?
Too much thinking on my way back home !

Good film
i don't think i can bear a man who always disappeared, so sad .....
However, i think the book is better !

Fame ....

Finally i watched Fame, as good as i think !

Love their pictures and background music~~~~such a best film .....

i bought the soundtrack after the movie, so crazy

i am listening the 'fame soundtrack' all night .....good !

hiding myself

This feeling come so strong, i just want to hide myself in one place that nobody can find me .....
i feel upset for nothing, might be i should do something ..........
hiding hiding hiding ..........

One more week to go ......

First of all, thanks Mandy to encourage me (blogging）～～～i haven't do it for a long time, maybe there are too much strangers go to Xanga, this time i think i can do my blog very well , coz just few people know it ! haha....

Time gone so fast, one more week to go, i will finish my extremely long summer holiday, i am so glad i have meet up my secondary school friends and some special friends.........
This summer i think i have done such a crazy things with Jay, we go out for food every night, we drive along from Shatin to Mong Kok at 1am, that's fun !!!! However, Jay will go to Australia this Sunday, we need to wait until next summer~~~~

Planning the secondary dinner for next Monday, hope everyone can come and have a funny talk ! Haven't seen each other for ages, everyone has changed .......